Hi, my name is Chenai Mbanga! Welcome to my blog! I write to encourage, inspire and empower you in growing in your spiritual life through reflections and prose. I have been writing on this blog for 5 years now, and it has been a journey! Join me as I continue my journey toward self-actualizing.❤


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There’s a book that I was supposed to have written years ago. In fact I began writing it in 2019 faithfully. But I couldn’t finish it.


So I asked God to help me write something. And it’s a request that I’d made many times, but this time was different because something within me told that this time it’s urgent. I have to do it right now.


And so late 2019 through early 2020, I began and finished it. And sat on it. My intention was to have released it in 2020 but  there was too much going on and for a while I lost confidence in it. 

But I thank God now, I will be releasing this book shortly.


I take pride in this body of work that I am excited to share with you, because its words have provoked  me to look deeply into myself, and recognize who I am, and dig past the performance and get to the truth; and to remind me that I am an overcomer in all things.


Above all, its completion is a mark of answering the call to purpose. It's a call that I haven't been confident in fulfilling. But I recognize that there are many doors God has opened for me, and I have to be bold enough to walk through them.  

Life is funny. I was so sure about many things, where I was going, what I was going to be doing. I was unprepared for the redirection, and it made me lose all the confidence I had in myself. I had everything planned and figured out the best that I could. I was sure. And to suddenly be left a blank slate….I imagine it’s like learning to walk again. But I have to push myself to do well and to be confident again. And this book is one of many unlocked confidences. 


What’s the title of my new book? 

I’ll be sharing that and a little bit of the content really soon!