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** “To change ourselves effectively, we first had to change our perceptions.” ― Stephen R. Covey ** I’m marvelling how someone who has “known” me for a short time, can offer insights into my weaknesses. I think that I have great insight into myself, but it’s alw…


It has been a while since I wrote on this blog. I’m bursting at the seams with things to say. I hope to reignite the voice that I once had, the voice that I wrote with once upon a time, when I poured my thoughts without sieving them; when I wrung my heart on the clothes line of these keys and laid it bare. Yes, once…


20  The seed falling on rocky ground refers to someone who hears the word and at once receives it with joy. 21  But since they have no root, they last only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, they quickly fall away.  Matthew 13:20-21 ** Is this you? Because I was behaving like this. …

Ball And Chain

Even if my father and mother abandon me,      the  Lord  will hold me close. |Psalm 27:10| *   I wish I’d known how to protect you better. I wanted to, but I didn’t know how. I didn’t know how because no one showed me how. I, too, needed protection but I didn’t know where to find it. I could only separate myself and h…

Vengeance Is Mine

" It is mine to avenge; I will repay.     In due time their foot will slip; their day of disaster is near     and their doom rushes upon them.” | Deuteronomy 32:35| ** I don’t think you understand what you’ve done to yourself. I won’t tell you though. Soon you’ll know. Soon, very soon, you’ll understand. And I…