Hi, my name is Chenai Mbanga! Welcome to my blog! I write to encourage, inspire and empower you in growing in your spiritual life through reflections and prose. I have been writing on this blog for 5 years now, and it has been a journey! Join me as I continue my journey toward self-actualizing.❤


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Latest Posts

Hindsight- Go Back

Sometimes, your fervent feelings and emotions build in you an expectation to possess something that your Spirit was not assigned - Chapter 1, Hindsight This isn’t the same as pursuing something that you know is for you and you’re overcoming hurdles.This is essentially pursing something but you ought to be doing so…

Hear Me

How long, o na├»ve ones (you who are easily misled) will you love being simple-minded and undiscerning? ( Proverbs 1:22 )   My heart is beginning to break for her. Break? No, let’s say weighed down by sadness. I almost feel sorry for her. She is wise in her own eyes, but doesn’t see that she is walking down a wide ro…


There are things that are outstanding that need to get completed, things remaining that must be established. It isn’t meant to bring anxiety or pressure; but it’s a call to alertness, a call to be intentional, a call to arise from existing like a tumbleweed, blown here and there, and everywhere, without a particular…

Iron Sharpens Iron

You are different now; I don’t know how to explain it. There is something about you that has shifted. I’m not quite sure how to place it. There is a strength in you that was not there a couple of months ago. You’re still the same, but you are different. What is going on? What are you reading? Which exercise are you …

Happy Mother's Day!

...for he guards the course of the just   and protects the way of his faithful ones. | Proverbs 1:8 | It is said: Wisdom is a woman. And woman, you are wisdom. You are not the wisdom of this world, which speaks one thing today, and next season perishes. You are not the wisdom of this age, borne in science and reason…