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Soulish Things

"The eye is the lamp of the body; so then if your eye is clear, your whole body will be full of light" Matthew 6:22 ** * Do you remember when I sat with you, and I admired how you had such an extensive library of worship songs in your mind, and you turned to me and you said that everything that I do irks y…

Wake Up, Sleeper

Well, no wonder! Even Satan can disguise himself to look like an angel of light! ”  2Cor11:14. ** It’s amazing the things that you don’t know until your eyes are opened. I think being a spiritual person, one can forget that this world we inhabit is not ordinary. We are not ordinary, and there are people who are awar…

Start Again

"Starting over can be challenging, but also it can be a great opportunity to do things differently." ** There’s nothing wrong with starting over. There’s nothing wrong with starting from the bottom again, especially when you know that moving forward from where you are at is no longer an option. Sometimes t…

Surrender

“I count him braver who overcomes his desires than him who conquers his enemies; for the hardest victory is over self.”   – Aristotle Today was a day unlike any other day.     I said that I’d give up something each day for the vision. What have I given up? Today, I gave up my desire for things to go my way. Yesterda…

Dirt Roads

“Go back?" he thought. "No good at all! Go sideways? Impossible! Go forward? Only thing to do! On we go!" So up he got, and trotted along with his little sword held in front of him and one hand feeling the wall, and his heart all of a patter and a pitter.”  ―  J.R.R. Tolkien,  The Hobbit *** It took me …

You Make Me Brave

Bravery, be my friend! When you come across various posts on social media of relationship fall outs, friendship fall outs, it seems there has to be a villain and a hero.  The hero is the one who was wronged but finally found their voi…

Love Letter

I would not wish any companion in the world but you. /The Tempest III.I/                                                                                 **                                                                                       This is my favourite version of you. This is the one that I’ve always loved…

Poison

Once upon a time, someone said a certain behaviour I had exhibited was toxic. I didn’t disagree with this person at the time; not because I thought they were right, but I realized that this person was hellbent on misunderstanding me and dismissing my feelings.  In hindsight, I had to take responsibility for emotions t…

Strong Towers

The Tower-of-Strength stood in the middle of the city; all the men and women of the city along with the city's leaders fled there and locked themselves in.  |Judges 9:51| ** Always run to the strong tower. As Christians, Jesus is our strong tower. The story of Abimelech (Judges 9) is ministering to me this week …

Accountability & Responsibility

The race is not to the swift, nor battle to the strong, nor bread to the wise, nor wealth to the intelligent, nor favour to the skilled, but time and chance happen to them all. |Ecclesiastes 9:11| * * * When I said I’d give up something everyday, 3 days in I realized that distraction is an enemy that sneaks into me su…

Seventy Two Hours

I briefly talked with a guy who quit his job to start his business with a friend. But then the friend pulled out a month later. And he kept going but I guess things didn’t go as planned. He’s a digital marketer. I thought it was admirable at the time, but as I lay in bed, I can’t help but think of him. He said he spen…

Cling to Hope

We have always held to the hope, the belief, the conviction that there is a better life, a better world, beyond the horizon.” – Franklin D. Roosevelt I’ve heard people say when they decided to change their life they changed their routine, they read new or different books, they actively did something. When their life w…

Valentine

Once upon a time, a friend sent this to me. I found it, and I thought I'd share it, as it is the month of love.  ** You remind me a great deal of art   An art collector spends a great deal of time to find an appropriate piece. He does not simply pick up any and all pieces, because that would be costly and unreaso…