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Identity Restored

I look at the past 365 days and I breathe a sigh of relief that I made it to December, and by God’s grace I’ll be entering into another year. I am not pleased with some things but I’m happy that I’ve overcome the obstacles that were in my way so that I can start fresh, and start better.  For the past little whi…

Listen, Friend.

pic via @primedazzle ** "Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses."   | Proverbs 27:6 | * What’s up with you? Why are you searching for something that is right in front of you? Take it from me, I know what it’s like to be searching for something that has been there all along, and…


pic via @21ninety I choose you. I choose taking care of you, paying attention to what you need, how you feel. I choose integrity, to build it up so that I know that even if anything should happen, I will still do right by you. Because to do otherwise will only hurt me; has only ever hurt me, and I understand that no…

Strings Attached

pic via @grnwood When I would have healed Israel, then the iniquity of Ephraim was uncovered ....[Hosea 7:1] I was surprised that something that I thought I had let go of was still a stumbling block to me. That up till now, this thing, this shame had been rearing its head into my attempts at doing certain things. Be…