Hi, my name is Chenai Mbanga! Welcome to my blog! I write to encourage, inspire and empower you in growing in your spiritual life through reflections and prose. I have been writing on this blog for 5 years now, and it has been a journey! Join me as I continue my journey toward self-actualizing.❤


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I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have continued my faithfulness to you.(JER31:3 ESV)   You are loved, were loved, long before you understood what love is.  You were wanted long before you were abandoned.  There was a love that stood up for you, long before you were let down.   *


I am grateful for my work. I am grateful for my life. I am expectant of my tomorrow, and encouraging myself to be content with today. I am demanding more from myself, and learning to meet those demands. I am giving myself grace, and giving myself praise where it is due. I am changing my cannot to can; I am believing G…

New Year Sentiments

The past few weeks I’ve been avoiding my blog. Avoiding putting words to paper;  avoiding journaling even. And my avoidance has led me to be trapped in my thoughts, both good and bad, and I was beginning to be my own enemy. The doubt I felt I was daily overpowering was beginning to overpower me. And only no…

More than Enough

I feel doubt creeping in. But I see myself challenging that doubt. I tell myself, “It’s ok. Stop comparing. Stop doubting yourself. You can do this.” I notice my heart racing. I feel the blood rushing to my head, and it’s like there’s a crowd outside an invisible gate and I feel them fighting to break it down to get…