Hi, my name is Chenai Mbanga! Welcome to my blog! I write to encourage, inspire and empower you in growing in your spiritual life through reflections and prose. I have been writing on this blog for 5 years now, and it has been a journey! Join me as I continue my journey toward self-actualizing.❤


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At Your Feet

" Rend your heart and not your garments. Return to the Lord your God, for He is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love...." (Joel 2:13)                                                                                ~ ~ ~ My mistakes are many. My intentions are g…

Help My Unbelief

How do you do it?   How do you trust God when the promise both excites and frightens you? How do you become fully convinced that this is what God wants for you whilst also keeping the doubt from communing and consuming your belief,   mocking the assurance of His word? How do you protect your …


“Soon” is never soon, is it? It’s false consolation to soothe the long wait before me. It’s never days, weeks, or months. With you, it’s years that chip away confidence and faith and hope only to grow more confidence faith and hope. It’s never seconds or minutes. It’s an arduous wait, a vast open field that breeds …