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In His Image

In a world that is relentlessly fighting my identity in Christ, seeking to distort and cause me to be dissatisfied in how God intentionally knit me in my mother’s womb, and fearfully made me in His image and likeness; I am reminding myself to remain vigilant and stand resolute at the gate of my heart. Many of us are a…


Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, “Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother or sister who sins against me? Up to seven times?” Jesus answered, “I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times."  |Matthew 18: 21-22|   I am releasing you from the prison in which you placed us.  Because even when I hav…

Heart Exposed

" For there is no truth in their mouth; their inmost self is destruction; their throat is an open grave; they flatter with their tongue " | Psalm 5:9 | You do a lot of believing in God in your heart. You are good at believing him there, yet your actions do not show it.  You commit to him on Sunday, and che…


But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not trust in me enough to honor me as holy in the sight of the Israelites, you will not bring this community into the land I give them." |Numbers 20:12| I don’t trust you. Not fully. Not really. And I know this. I’ve told you I struggle with you in th…


"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you’ I will uphold you with my righteous right hand….For I am the Lord, you God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you ” | Isaiah 41:10, 13 | ** I know you…


You were never fit But you qualified anyway. But in your arrogance you think you qualified yourself And you sit and drink And stand and smoke And pace and lie And say prayers with your mouth But your heart’s not in it And you say you are trying but your fruit is rotten You make a …