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Slowly Becoming

who you are. is not what you are doing. what you are doing is being someone else. --architecture |salt, nayyirah waheed| ***  For the longest time, I was asking myself, if I am being someone else, then who am I? And it triggered a journey that is peeling away fear and confusion. I’m like a camera lens coming into fo…

Be At Ease

In hindsight, I would have told you that you have a good sense of responsibility. Stop thinking that you don’t. The door on the other side comes with a blessing and responsibility that you are able to handle; you are more than capable. Remember all the things that you thought you’d never be able to do, yet you learn…


I only asked that we pray together. Because I don’t know what else we can do. I leave the house feeling unsafe. Worse off, when I see you leave, because I don’t know if you’ll come back. It has been like this for a while; the gunshots late at night, the jostling, and the sounds of feet slapping hard on the pavement.…

One Man's Trash...

I thought of the verse I read today, about the friends who brought their paralyzed friend to Jesus. And Jesus seeing their faith, forgave the sins of the paralyzed man. I noted that Jesus didn’t heal him, but forgave his sins.(Mark2:5) The man was paralyzed by sin. Thinking about it now as I write this, I guess I…

An Excerpt from Hindsight--Chapter 11: Endure

Do not waste time comparing. Do not waste time fighting those who are not on the same path, who are not called to the purpose set before you. Do not spend time reasoning, even with those close to you about the cross that you have been called to carry. This life is hard. This body, this flesh that houses your soul an…

The Reason

The   Lord   is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, my God, my rock, in whom I take refuge, my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.  |Psalm 18:2|    ** I am not always consistent.   People around me are not always consistent.   The world I live in is not always consistent.   And I need something …

Don't Give Up

Concentrate all your thoughts upon the work at hand. The sun’s rays do not burn until brought to a focus.  | Alexander Graham Bell | *** This too shall pass. This storm won't stay forever. It'll cease. And the air will clear and the fright will dissipate. It'll pass. And every tear cried will not go un…