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| Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old ...Isaiah 43:18| I pray, wondering what I did to deserve such a severe punishment. I’d give everything to take a needle to the tapestry of my past, and unthread that moment that has led to the repercussions of today. If a decision I’ve made could…


Pic by @blackart365 ...Sin is crouching at your door, eager to muster you. But you must subdue it and be its master...|Gen4:7|NLT ** I have to let you go. It’s difficult for me to sit here and realize that where I want to go you can no longer come with me. When I realized that you could not come with …


"Let us examine our ways and test them, and let us return to the Lord" |Lamentations 3:40| NIV| As you sit there I want you to think about this: why do you feel you have to have things your way all the time? Why is your idea the best one; why’s your way the best way, why’s your level of understandi…


Then Moses raised his arm and struck the rock twice with his staff. Water gushed out, and the community and their livestock drank. But the Lord said to Moses and Aaron, “Because you did not trust in me enough to honour me as holy in the sight of the Israelites, you will not bring this community into the land I …

Let there Be...

“ In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was without form and void; and darkness was on the face of the deep….Then God said, “Let here be light” and there was light |Gen1:1-3 NKJV|.”                                                                            ** I told myself that …

Looking Back

Often I look back to the past and cringe at mistakes, failures, and overall terrible decisions, knowing that I could have and should have done better.  And I look at it and spend too much time in the past, wondering “what if”… But lately I have revisited the past purposefully; practising Sankofa, extracting wisdo…