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It’s building up isn’t it, the pressure? You are slowly coming undone.  Your words are coming off like sparks, bursting intermittently. You’ve contained them for too long, there’s nowhere else to hide them. And what are you hiding? The truth always comes out.   Are you afraid of what is inside? Is i…

Love Locked Down

" Love doesn't just sit there, like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all the time, made new. " - Ursula K. Le Guin.| Love requires what most people won't be honest about. It isn't fancy trips and sparkly gifts and trips to the salon and mani/pedis just because. It isn't…


| Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. Phil4:6| *    Stop living in the future, and enjoy the present. These small, seemingly insignificant, repetitive steps are creating a beautiful tapestry that will leave …

In All Honesty..

when you are struggling  in your  writing (art) it usually means you are hearing one thing. but  writing (creating) another _honest | risk |nayyirah waheed|                                                                                               * Writing feels like a chore late…