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This month, find the confidence to start. To continue. 


Find the confidence to believe that no matter what is going on, you are going to be ok.


No matter how difficult life is going to get, you are going to make it.


Find the confidence to believe in yourself.  It is your responsibility to encourage yourself and speak well of yourself and speak well over your abilities.


Believe that the same God who showed up last time, He will show up for you this time.


Go where God is leading, rather than stay with those who are fearful.


Find your confidence, have the courage to finish strong these last few months of this 2020.


Focus on what you are good at, and do the things that make you feel good about yourself. 


Speak the word of God over yourself and what you are doing. His words are Spirit and Life; they perform exactly what they are told to perform.  Speak well of yourself.


Take a risk. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Try different things; venture beyond your comfort zone. Even if it’s a short-lived attempt, make the attempt anyway. 


Remember, you don’t have to be the most productive, smartest, most successful. God works in our weaknesses. God will work through what you have. 

You don’t have to know all the answers. Surrender the need to know how it will turn out, and trust God to direct your steps. Above all, remember that your small, consistent efforts will propel you toward the right direction. Rome was not built in a day. Don’t let the small things cause you to doubt your abilities. 


|…those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary; they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:31|