Hi, my name is Chenai Mbanga! Welcome to my blog! I write to encourage, inspire and empower you in growing in your spiritual life through reflections and prose. I have been writing on this blog for 5 years now, and it has been a journey! Join me as I continue my journey toward self-actualizing.❤


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You are going through a rough season; it doesn’t mean God doesn’t care. He is a father who allows us to grow resilient through the rough times. It sucks. And our mental health often suffers, but this is life. Why does the pain, disappointment, loneliness, aloneness, prayers not quickly answered, and often desperation hit you all at once? I don’t know. It’s a road we have to take one day at a time, because to plan for longer than that is a luxury our minds do not have. God knows our paths. All we know is each moment of each day. We don’t know about tomorrow.  Sometimes though, dreaming of tomorrow is what gets us through today. 
But regardless of how insecure you feel; how insecure your life may be, you are loved, and cared for deeply. Your life is important. It is valuable. And despite what you don’t have, what you are struggling with, what’s not working, and the mountains in your way, God still cares. He still enables your feet to stand and get through these difficulties. Don’t wait for it to get especially difficult to call on Him. Ask for strength to get through this. Ask for an increase of faith to believe that He hasn’t forsaken you.  Ask him to help you see your life the way he sees it. Call Him. He cares for you. He cares.